Courtney Maum is having a midlife crisis. Parenting is taking up so much of her time. Her writing career is going well, but she’s overwhelmed by deadlines. Her marriage is strained, and when she starts asking herself “should I have an affair?” and “should I become an alcoholic?” she recognizes she needs a change in her life.

She dreams of finding an escape that brings her back to her childhood passion of being outside for hours, lost in her thoughts.

In this episode, we follow Courtney as she tries to find her Secret Garden.